Incommunicado.

I've been really bad over the past month or so about returning or making phone calls. I've always hated talking on the phone, but it seems to have gotten worse recently. my cousin has called a few times and I've not picked up, nor have I returned his call.

The ongoing family stuff needs me to make a call, and I can't bring myself to do it.

And while not a phone call per se, there are a few people who have texted recently that I really should reply to, and I just can't motivate myself to do so, including FP's widow and CC.

I just don't have the energy for it.