I got my big Christmas shop delivered yesterday and it dawned on me this morning that it's about 80% snacks and party food. At this stage, there is little to no chance that I am going to be doing any hosting. I haven't done any in this house since before Covid. So why did I buy all this food, enough for over a week, if I know that no-one will be calling? Habit? Hope?
I keep thinking about meeting KfW2 for a drink, like we used to do every year, but really it's the complete lack of anything that's been planned this year. And Facebook tells me that it's our 15th Facebook anniversary as friends today, reminding me of some of our best nights out.
I don't know how that makes me feel. Not good, for starters. It's not a good time of year for me with feeling lonely. I've reached out to The Crowd about meeting after Xmas. I'm toying with contacting KfW2, but if I am being honest, I'm tired of asking.
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