Confession time: Despite my anger at doing so, I've found myself thinking a lot about RB this past week. Any time I have some free time to myself, I find myself wishing things had turned out differently. Obviously, this is partly because of the minor revelation from our mutual friend, reported here and again, partly because I don't really want to be single. It might be that I'm simply using RB as a placeholder in my daydreams because she's the last person I felt I connected with or maybe she's the most likely future source of a date (sad as that may sound). Nevertheless, there have been daydreams of just doing things... comedy nights, sporting events... someone to get me up off my ass and out there doing fun stuff which then leads me on to wonder if it really is a dating thing or if it's just getting back to a socialising thing?
Personally, I think it's a dating thing. The social thing is not too bad at the moment - I'm heading out most weekends with the work crowd and that's bolstered the odd time with FP. I also have infrequent lunch dates with QC1 and AM and the very odd quiet catchup with QC2 that should stop any cravings of more socialising.
I'm hoping to pin QC2 down for something quite soon (no, not that kind of "pinning down", sadly) but she's going through one of her hard-to-find periods. Hopefully she'll be in contact shortly.
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