What if?

I didn't sleep well last night - a bout of acid reflux woke me in the early hours of the morning and I struggled to get back to sleep. I did doze a little and I had a weird dream-cum-memory thing around the weekend we first slept together. I think I've blogged about it before: BW invited her out to a gathering of old school friends one Saturday night, she wore an outfit that she thought she looked good in, we went back to hers afterwards (which had happened before) though this time, we ended up in bed.

But it was a bank holiday weekend. The same group of friends had a "tradition" of meeting up on the Sunday, and this time it was me who invited FA2 out. I was a bit of a dick that evening, glossing over the fact that we'd slept together the previous night and treating it as something casual. I didn't do something really stupid like chat up other women, but it was enough to annoy FA2. I think I might have also posted about this night before.

I have definitely posted about the Monday though, where FA2 called early and demanded that I went to her house in a tone that implied she wanted to talk about something. I did so, but the talk never happened, and I left to come home at tea time.

The dream followed similar lines, except on the Sunday, I wasn't a dick, and we went back to her house again and I stayed over, and that turned into an entire weekend of us enjoying each other physically.

So I woke this morning, still tired, horny but the dream prompted a "what if?" question: if I hadn't been dismissive of us sleeping together on the Sunday and there was a repeat performance, would we have been an item from that weekend? In real life it was like six weeks (and a couple of repeats) after that before we had "the talk". My gut says that FA2 would have said something.