K popped on to MSN late one night to chat. She was very drunk. She claimed that we had grown apart and pretty much accused me that it was all my fault. She implied, though never directly said, that I'd distanced myself after we'd screwed one night.
And, I'm being honest here, I did distance myself. However, I did so because K started talking about us having a relationship. It bordered on demanding, actually. She tried to talk me into it, despite me telling her over several conversations that a) I viewed her as a friend and the sex didn't change that, b) I wasn't looking for a relationship and c) even if the first two points were not in the picture, the geographical distance between us would make it a non-starter.
I said that I didn't regret what happened between us, but a relationship was NOT on the cards.
K refused to acknowledge any of this and treated it as a debate where logic would win by trying to counter the points I raised above. This caused me to distance myself from her, primarily for her own sake. F pretty much made the same arguments when K confided in her, but K still refused to listen.
As this all was happening, I was chatting to F on MSN at the same time as K was ranting at me, and I was relaying all this back to F.
F then admitted that K had declared that she was going to fuck me when we all met up for a group weekend. So, apparently, K wanted to fuck me and she knew I would contemplate something casual/FwB but not a relationship... but she kept angling for a relationship. F teased me because, by our count, we reckoned there were at least three women who wanted to screw/date me at that meeting. And I always had my suspicions about F herself, though she is purely a physical, "let's fuck then remain friends" kinda woman.
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